I’ve love and lot before, due to my own emotions and my ex boy’s lack of commitment and his lost of love for music, performance, and his future. It does occur to me that he once was lost, and now found by a former friend, and that is okay with me, because he to me, despite the hurt, the pain, the lies, the games, he was always and will always be that long haired boy who I learned really what loving someone felt like, and what having someone taken away and taken for granted felt like, - you live and learn.

I feel like in my current situation I’m even more attached than I ever was with my first love, and leaving will be hard, but necessary, It’s nothing but blues for me here